An Uncloudy Day

Today’s blog is a tribute to a very special woman, Roberta Brown. Ms. Brown wrote for our Grace In The Wilderness newsletter for a number of years. She went to be with Jesus this morning. We love you and will miss you so much, Ms. Roberta!

Roberta leaves behind a rich legacy of faith, love and sharing the good news of Christ. The seeds she has planted will grow on and on. Enjoy her article from November 2012—An Uncloudy Day. It speaks for itself.

“My Grandma Perkins was such an inspiration in my life. I know we all think our grandmothers are the best ever.

Well, mine definitely was the most courageous, loving and humble woman I’ve ever known in my life. She raised six daughters and one son, mostly by herself. We lived far up on a mountain in the Appalachian Mountains of Virginia in a small cabin. We had no bathroom, no running water and nothing else to speak of, not even the necessities of life. Back then, there was no welfare, no food stamps. And if they had been available, she probably would not have taken them.

At this time, our country was in the middle of a depression. A war was raging. The poverty was rampant everywhere, especially up in the mountains where we lived.

My grandmother raised me from the time I was 18 months old until I was 5. This was after my mother died at the age of 24.

This next part is not only embarrassing but very sad. Maybe I could have understood this if she was a bad woman. But everyone that ever had the pleasure of knowing this special woman loved her. I, and everyone else, would say we never heard her complain or say an unkind word about anyone.

Now back to the sad part. One day when all seven of her children were small, my grandpa went to the store and never returned until years later when he came back for a “visit”.

My dad had gone up north and worked, saved every dime he could and then came back to Virginia and bought and operated his own country store. He sold everything anyone would call for and he would credit them a year at a time until they sold their tobacco crops. He had known nothing but poverty so he said he wanted to give back as he had been blessed with making money with only a third grade education.

I had to go live with my dad and my new stepmother. They had married in 1948. Grandma Perkins was allowed to visit us any time. When she could, she would come, stay a week and then go home. Needless to say each time she left to go home, my heart and hers were broken all over again. However, I looked forward to her visits.

If I had been left with nothing to speak of and seven children, four of whom I had to bury in their twenties (one being my mother), I just know I would have lost it completely, but not her. There was something special about this woman.

She and my grandpa’s sister, who was our neighbor, worked from sun up until sun down in the fields and also doing cooking and cleaning, etc. That little cabin was void of most necessities but filled with an abundance of love.

Now back to my grandpa. I get all choked up when I think of how he just left her and his children. Years later he dropped by our store and asked my dad if he could take my picture. It was then that we found out that he had hitched a train and chased his dream of being a professional photographer.

My dad allowed him to take my picture. I was seven or eight at the time. He had this large camera on a stand and he put his head inside a black tent-like contraption. If I had been like him, I would have worn the black tent to hide my face. But he seemed proud that he was a photographer. After the picture was taken, he developed it right there and gave it to my dad. He didn’t even know that four of his children were dead in their twenties—sad but true.

Grandma had a cherry tree in her front yard. Every Spring it was a bright crimson red as it was always covered with cherries. I can see myself about three or four years old when I was still living with her. I was sitting on the front step with my cotton stockings and high-top shoes, Little-House-on-the-Prairie style. As she gingerly put her cherries in her basket, all the while she would sing so loudly that the neighbors could hear her. She sang, “O they tell me of a home far beyond the skies, O they tell me of a home far away; O they tell me of a home where no storm clouds rise, O they tell me of an uncloudy day.”

I didn’t have a clue what those words meant until I became a woman, a Christian woman. Every time I remember my grandmother, I think of all the trials she went through, and mostly alone except for her Lord and Savior.

Now when I’m down and feel like I can’t make it, I remember Psalm 90:10 as it tells us we are blessed for the length of years we have. I realize that this precious woman was really blessed as she lived to be 91 years old and never was in a hospital until she passed away. My grandmother is in a place where there are no cloudy days and no storm clouds rise. This lets me know that if she can make it, anyone can. Praise my Savior! One day I will be there too … where there are uncloudy days.”

Dear Lord: Thank You for the promise of an uncloudy day. We know that Ms. Roberta is experiencing that sweet day now with You and her loved ones who are already there. Please comfort her family and friends in the days ahead. Please shower them with Your love. And may sweet memories and the promise of a happy reunion one day bring peace that passes all understanding. On our darkest days, may we all look to that uncloudy day as Ms. Roberta did. Amen

Our days may come to seventy years, or eighty, if our strength endures; yet the best of them are but trouble and sorrow, for they quickly pass, and we fly away.  Psalm 90:10

And he carried me away in the Spirit to a mountain great and high, and showed me the Holy City, Jerusalem, coming down out of heaven from God. It shone with the glory of God, and its brilliance was like that of a very precious jewel, like a jasper, clear as crystal. Revelation 21:10-11

The Uncloudy Day. Written and sung by Willie Nelson: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZK6DRnWGBCQ

Please share your experiences and thoughts to encourage our readers, and please pray for this dear family.

Thank you for reading and sharing the blogpost today. May we continue our climb and to walk in the light of His face until at last we reach the land of cloudless days.

 

About Sharon Hawkins

Sharon Hawkins wants others to know that she is totally in love with Jesus. Through hardships, trials and blessings, she has learned that there is no end to His mercy, His grace and His faithfulness. There’s simply no better friend than Jesus. In 2008, she answered God’s calling to begin a Ministry called Grace in The Wilderness. She loves to encourage other people, and, through the Ministry’s Newsletters and Conferences, she and others are challenging women and teens to discover Christ in a new and deeper way, who they are in Him and His plan for their lives. She has been a business owner for the last twenty years. Five years ago, she learned about forgiveness at a new level with the betrayal of a close friend who embezzled from her business and was sent to prison. Sharon has experienced God’s incredible grace through adversity during breast cancer and melanoma diagnoses and multiple surgeries that have perpetuated a continuing painful nerve illness. Both cancers were stage 1 and she has now been cancer free for four years. Her cancer journey is chronicled at www.caringbridge.org/visit/sharonhawkins. Recently, she sold a large part of her business as God has prepared her to turn a page in her life and focus more on ministry. With God’s amazing provision and the support of her wonderful friends and family—husband, Scott, and sons, Taylor and Bradley, Sharon is, not only surviving her wilderness one day at a time, but finding that His grace is more than sufficient no matter what.

Comments

An Uncloudy Day — 4 Comments

  1. Sharon, I really enjoyed this, article,reminds me of a lot of folks stories from that generation. My parents were teenagers and young adults during the depression. Although they say they were already in a depression and didnt tell much difference.
    I know the song “The Unclouded Day was a favorite of my Dad’s
    It was rare that they talked about anything related to the depression era. I believe it was such a hard time for so many of our ancestors that they just tried to never think of it anymore.
    My mother graduated from Easley High School in 1934. She told of the struggles in getting to school [no busses back then] and how she and her sister managed, I ask her one time why she didnt get a high school ring, she said they barely had enough to live, things like rings were only for the wealthy.
    We, most of the time, take for granted the blessings from The Lord.
    We are so Blessed!
    Lets dont take our Blessings for Granted.
    Thanks for letting me comment.

    keep up the good Work, Love you.

    • Thank you for your sweet note, Dola! My mom and dad loved that song too. So much theology in those old hymns. Yes, we do have so much to be thankful for nowadays, so much we take for granted. Ms.Roberta had a great way of sharing her experiences and her heart with her articles. She loved people and sharing about her Savior that she loved so much. Thanks for commenting today. Love you!

  2. Roberta is my Mom. She had more faith than anyone I know. She never failed to share Christ with everyone she met. Thank you so much for sharing this! I will miss her more than words can say and her many stories and words of wisdom.

    Michele Hankey

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