Tooth 15

Dentist

Peace I leave with you; My peace I give to you; not as the world gives do I give to you. Do not let your heart be troubled, nor let it be fearful. John 14:27

I had put it off as long as I could. For the last year, my dentist had been watching a cavity under my crown get bigger. It was time to get tooth 15 fixed.

I sat there leaned back in the chair as the dentist explained how she was going to give me shots, make an impression, remove the crown, drill the old glue off, prepare the tooth, make a temporary crown, glue it back on and then chip the new glue off and drill the temporary crown until it fit properly.

Finally, sweetly she said, “I’m so sorry but there is going to be a lot of drilling and it is going to be really loud.” I chuckled, “It is okay. It could be worse. It sounds like a piece of cake compared to some of the stuff that I have been through.” With a surprised grin, she told me that she did not usually hear that from her patients.

No matter how hard life can be, the fact that I got out of bed this morning means things could be worse, much worse. If I look around, I can always see someone else who is worse off.  Like the saying goes, “I felt sorry for myself because I had no shoes, until I met a man who had no feet.” Right?

Now, after a few days, my gums are irritated and it feels like an 18-wheeler is parked under tooth 15. But, hey, it is only a tooth so I can do this. I think.

Dear Lord, Please help me to always look to You for peace. Knowing that no matter what I face in life, there is nothing that I cannot do as long as I have Your help. Amen

 

About Sharon Hawkins

Sharon Hawkins wants others to know that she is totally in love with Jesus. Through hardships, trials and blessings, she has learned that there is no end to His mercy, His grace and His faithfulness. There’s simply no better friend than Jesus. In 2008, she answered God’s calling to begin a Ministry called Grace in The Wilderness. She loves to encourage other people, and, through the Ministry’s Newsletters and Conferences, she and others are challenging women and teens to discover Christ in a new and deeper way, who they are in Him and His plan for their lives. She has been a business owner for the last twenty years. Five years ago, she learned about forgiveness at a new level with the betrayal of a close friend who embezzled from her business and was sent to prison. Sharon has experienced God’s incredible grace through adversity during breast cancer and melanoma diagnoses and multiple surgeries that have perpetuated a continuing painful nerve illness. Both cancers were stage 1 and she has now been cancer free for four years. Her cancer journey is chronicled at www.caringbridge.org/visit/sharonhawkins. Recently, she sold a large part of her business as God has prepared her to turn a page in her life and focus more on ministry. With God’s amazing provision and the support of her wonderful friends and family—husband, Scott, and sons, Taylor and Bradley, Sharon is, not only surviving her wilderness one day at a time, but finding that His grace is more than sufficient no matter what.

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